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A GOOD–BY TO WINTER WINTER is
not quite
done, but it will be by the time this “Clerk” is printed. That is to
say, my
winter will be done. In this respect, as in many others, I am a
conservative.
My calendar is of the old school. “There are four seasons in the year —
spring,
summer, autumn or fall, and winter.” So we began our school
compositions; and
by “spring” we meant the spring months — March, April, and May. The
temperature
might belie the almanac; there might be “six weeks' sledding in March;”
but
when March began, spring began. And by the
way,
what a capital subject that was — “The Seasons”! A theme without
beginning and
without end; a theme to be taken seriously or humorously, in prose or
verse; a
theme of universal interest. Best of all, there was no difficulty about
the
first sentence. No need to sit for half an hour chewing the end of
one's pencil
and waiting for inspiration. Down it went: “There are four seasons in
the year
— spring, summer, autumn or fall, and winter.” We never omitted to say
“autumn
or fall;” the synonymy helped out the page, and gave us the more time
in which
to consider what we should say next. That is the great difficulty in
authorship. On that shoal many a good ship has struck. A man who always
has
something to say next is bound to get on — as a “space writer,” if as
nothing
else. Our
opening remark
was not strictly original, but we did not mind. It was true, if it
wasn’t new;
and without being told, I think we had discovered — by intuition, I
suppose —
what older heads seem to have learned by rule, that it is good
rhetoric, so to
speak, to begin with a quotation. I was pleased, the other day, to see
a
brilliant essayist commending it as an excellent and becoming
practice to
leapfrog into one's subject over the back of some famous predecessor.
Such was
our custom, for better or worse, till a certain master (I am tempted to
name
him, but forbear) announced just before the fatal day, that
compositions on
“The Seasons” would no longer be accepted. That was cruelty to authors.
He
spoke with a smile, but it was a smile of malice. I have never forgiven
him. He
is living still, a preacher of the gospel. When Saturday night comes,
and he
finds himself hard put to it for the morrow's sermon (as I have no
doubt he
often does — I hope so, at all events), does he never remember the day
when
with the word of his mouth he deprived thirty or forty young innocents
of their
easiest and best appreciated text? He is righteously punished. Let him
preach
to himself, some Sunday, from Numbers xxxii. 23, “Be sure your sin will
find
you out.” Why
shouldn’t one
write about the seasons, I wonder. There is scarcely anything more
important,
or more universally interesting, than the weather. Ten to one it was
the first
thing we all thought of this morning. And the seasons are nothing but
weather
in large packages — weather at wholesale. Their changes are our epochs,
our
date-points. But for them, all days being alike, there would be no
calendar. It
is well known that people who live in the tropics seldom know their own
age.
How should they, with nothing to distinguish one time of year from
another?
Young or old, they have never learned that “there are four seasons in
the
year.” We are
better off.
Life with us is not all in the present tense. As Hamlet said, we look
before and
after. (Hence it is, I suppose, that we have “such large discourse,”
and
continue, some of us, to write compositions.) We live by expectation. Behold,”
says the
weather, “I make all things new.” Every day is another one, and every
season
also. At this very minute a miraculous change is at hand. A great and
effectual
door is about to swing on its hinges, and I, for one, wish to be awake
to see
it; not to wake up by and by and find the door wide open. So far
from
wearying of the seasons as an old story, I am more intensely interested
in.
them than ever. If any of my fellow citizens are not just now thinking
daily
of the passing of winter and the advent of spring, I should like to
know what
they are made of. For myself, I am like a man in jail. My term is about
to
expire, and I am notching off the days one by one on a stick. “Three
more,”
say I; “two more.” “Welcome the coming, speed the parting guest.” And
I am
ready to hang my cap on the horns of the moon. “You are too much in haste,” some man will say; the same that said, “How are the dead raised up?” But I know better. It is one happy effect of ornithological habits that they shorten the winter. There will be no spring flowers for a good while yet, but there will be spring birds within a fortnight, perhaps within a week; nay, there may be some before night. Indeed, I have just come in from a two-hour jaunt, and at almost every step my ears were open for the first vernal note. I have seen bluebirds, before now, earlier than this; and what has happened once may happen again. So, while the wind blew softly from the southwest, and all the hills were mantled with a dreamy haze, I chose a course that would take me past one apple orchard after another; and, as I say, my ears (which I often think are better ornithologists than their owner, — if he is their owner) kept themselves wide awake. If that sweet voice, “Purity, purity” (with all bird lovers I thank Mr. Burroughs for the word) — if that heavenly voice, the gentlest of prophets, was on the breeze, they meant to hear it. They heard
nothing,
but that is not to say that they listened to no purpose. They heard
nothing,
and they heard much; for there is an ear within the ear, and the new
year's
voice — which is the bluebird's — was in the deepest and truest sense
already
audible. The ornithologist failed to catch it; for him Sialia sialis is still to look
for; but
the other man was in better luck. The “new
year's
voice,” I say; for the year begins with spring. We had the seasons in
their
true order when we were schoolchildren — “spring, summer, autumn or
fall, and
winter.” It must have been some very old and prosy chronologist that
arranged
their progression as our almanacs now give it. The young are better
instructed.
Does not the Scripture say, “The last shall be first”? And within
three days — I can hardly believe it — the
old year will be done. So let it be. Its passing brings us so much
nearer the
grave; worse yet, perhaps, it leaves us with our winter's work half
accomplished; but our eyes are forward. After all, our work is not
important.
We are twice too busy; living as our neighbors do, rather than
according to the
law of our own being; playing the fool (there is no fool like the busy
one);
selling our birthright for a mess of pottage. The great thing,
especially in
springtime, is to lie wide open to the life that enfolds us, while the
“gentle
deities” show us, for our delight, “The
lore of colors and of sounds,
The innumerable tenements of beauty.” Yes, that
is the
wisdom we should pray for. The youngest of us will not see many
springs. Let us
see the most that we can of this one. So much there will be to look at!
Now, of
all times, we may say with one of old, “Lord, that I might receive my
sight.”
What a new world we should find ourselves living in! I can hardly
imagine it. |