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XIX. THE CHILDREN SOLD. It was a hurried
transaction; and after it was over, the doctor's characteristic caution
returned. He went back to the speculator, and said, "Sir, I have come to
lay you under obligations of a thousands dollars not to sell any of those
negroes in this state." "You come too late," replied the trader;
"our bargain is closed." He had, in fact, already sold them to Mr.
Sands, but he did not mention it. The doctor required him to put irons on
"that rascal, Bill," and to pass through the back streets when he
took his gang out of town. The trader was privately instructed to concede to
his wishes. My good old aunt went to jail to bid the children good by,
supposing them to be the speculator's property, and that she should never see
them again. As she held Benny in her lap, he said, "Aunt Nancy, I want to
show you something." He led her to the door and showed her a long row of
marks, saying "Uncle Will taught me to count. I have made a mark for every
day I have been here, and it is sixty days. It is a long time; and the
speculator is going to take me and Ellen away. He's a bad man. It's wrong for
him to take grandmother's children. I want to go to my mother." My grandmother
was told that the children would be restored to her, but she was requested to
act as if they were really to be sent away. Accordingly, she made up a bundle
of clothes and went to the jail. When she arrived, she found William handcuffed
among the gang, and the children in the trader's cart. The scene seemed too
much like a reality. She was afraid there might have been some deception or
mistake. She fainted, and was carried home. When the wagon
stopped at the hotel, several gentlemen came out and proposed to purchase
William, but the trader refused their offers, without stating that he was
already sold. And now came the trying hour for that drove of human beings,
driven away like cattle, to be sold they knew not where. Husbands were torn
from wives, parents from children, never to look upon each other again this
side the grave. There was wringing of hands and cries of despair. Dr. Flint had
the supreme satisfaction of seeing the wagon leave town, and Mrs. Flint had the
gratification of supposing that my children were going "as far as wind and
water would carry them." According to the agreement, my uncle followed the
wagon some miles, until they came to an old farm house. There the trader took
the irons from William, and as he did so, he said, "You are a damned
clever fellow. I should like to own you myself. Them gentlemen that wanted to
buy you said you was a bright, honest chap, and I must git you a good home. I
guess your old master will swear to-morrow, and call himself an old fool for
selling the children. I reckon he'll never git their mammy back agin. I expect
she's made tracks for the north. Good by, old boy. Remember, I have done you a
good turn. You must thank me by coaxing all the pretty gals to go with me next
fall. That's going to be my last trip. The trading in niggers is a bad business
for a fellow that's got any heart. Move on you fellows!" And the gang went
on, God alone knows where. Much as I
despise and detest the class of slave-traders, whom I regard as the vilest
wretches on earth, I must do this man the justice to say that he seemed to have
some feeling. He took a fancy to William in the jail, and wanted to buy him.
When he heard the story of my children, he was willing to aid them in getting
out of Dr. Flint's power, even without charging the customary fee. My uncle
procured a wagon and carried William and the children back to town. Great was
the joy in my grandmother's house! The curtains were closed, and the candles
lighted. The happy grandmother cuddled the little ones to her bosom. They
hugged her, and kissed her, and clapped their hands, and shouted. She knelt
down and poured forth one of her heartfelt prayers of thanksgiving to God. The
father was present for awhile; and though such a "parental relation"
as existed between him and my children takes slight hold of the heart or
consciences of slaveholders, it must be that he experienced some moments of
pure joy in witnessing the happiness he had imparted. I had no share
in the rejoicings of that evening. The events of that day had not come to my
knowledge. And now I will tell you something that happened to me; though you
will, perhaps, think it illustrates the superstition of slaves. I sat in my
usual place on the floor near the window, where I could hear much that was said
in the street without being seen. The family had retired for the night, and all
was still. I sat there thinking of my children, when I heard a low strain of
music. A band of serenaders were under the window, playing "Home, sweet
home." I listened till the sounds did not seem like music, but like the
moaning of children. It seemed as if my heart would burst. I rose from my
sitting posture, and knelt. A streak of moonlight was on the floor before me,
and in the midst of it appeared the forms of my two children. They vanished;
but I had seen them distinctly. Some will call it a dream, others a vision. I
know not how to account for it, but it made a strong impression on my mind, and
I felt certain something had happened to my little ones. I had not seen
Betty since morning. Now I heard her softly turning the key. As soon as she
entered, I clung to her, and begged her to let me know whether my children were
dead, or whether they were sold; for I had seen their spirits in my room, and I
was sure something had happened to them. "Lor, chile," said she,
putting her arms round me, "you's got de highsterics. I'll sleep wid you
to-night, 'cause you'll make a noise, and ruin missis. Something has stirred
you up mightily. When you is done cryin, I'll talk wid you. De chillern is
well, and mighty happy. I seed 'em myself. Does dat satisfy you? Dar, chile, be
still! Somebody vill hear you." I tried to obey her. She lay down and was
soon sound asleep; but no sleep would come to my eyelids. At dawn, Betty
was up and off to the kitchen. The hours passed on, and the vision of the night
kept constantly recurring to my thought. After a while I heard the voices of
two women in the entry. In one of them I recognized the housemaid. The other
said to her, "Did you know Linda Brent's children was sold to the
speculator yesterday. They say ole massa Flint was mighty glad to see 'em drove
out of town; but they say they've come back agin. I 'spect it's all their
daddy's doings. They say he's bought William too. Lor! how it will take hold of
ole massa Flint! I'm going roun' to aunt Marthy's to see 'bout it." I bit my lips
till the blood came to keep from crying out. Were my children with their
grandmother, or had the speculator carried them off? The suspense was dreadful.
Would Betty never come, and tell me the truth about it? At last she
came, and I eagerly repeated what I had overheard. Her face was one broad
bright smile. "Lor, you foolish ting!" said she. "I'se gwine to
tell you all bout it. De gals is eating thar breakfast, and missus tole me to
let her tell you; but, poor creeter! t'aint right to keep you waitin', and I'se
gwine to tell you. Brudder, chillern, all is bought by de daddy! I'se laugh
more dan nuff, tinking 'bout ole massa Flint. Lor, how he vill swar!
He's got ketched dis time, and how; but I must be getting out o' dis, or dem
gals vill come and ketch me." Betty went off
laughing; and I said to myself, "Can it be true that my children are free?
I have not suffered for them in vain. Thank God!" Great surprise
was expressed when it was known that my children had returned to their
grandmother's. The news spread through town, and many a kind word was bestowed
on the little ones. Dr. Flint went
to my grandmother's to ascertain who was the owner of my children, and she
informed him. "I expected as much," said he. "I am glad to hear
it. I have had news from Linda lately, and I shall soon have her. You need
never expect to see her free. She shall be my slave as long as I live,
and when I am dead she shall be the slave of my children. If I ever find out
that you or Phillip had any thing to do with her running off I'll kill him. And
if I meet William in the street, and he presumes to look at me, I'll flog him
within an inch of his life. Keep those brats out of my sight!" As he turned to
leave, my grandmother said something to remind him of his own doings. He looked
back upon her, as if he would have been glad to strike her to the ground. I had my season of joy and thanksgiving. It was the first time since my childhood that I had experienced any real happiness. I heard of the old doctor's threats, but they no longer had the same power to trouble me. The darkest cloud that hung over my life had rolled away. Whatever slavery might do to me, it could not shackle my children. If I fell a sacrifice, my little ones were saved. It was well for me that my simple heart believed all that had been promised for their welfare. It is always better to trust than to doubt. |