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NEW
HAMPSHIRE A MAY
VISIT TO MOOSILAUKE WHEN a man sets forth on an out-of-door pleasure jaunt, his prayer is
for weather. If he is going to the mountains, let him double his urgency. In
the mountains, if nowhere else, weather is three fifths of life. My first
trip to New Hampshire the present season 1 was made under smooth,
high clouds, which left the distance clear, so that the mountains stood up
grandly beyond the lake as we ran along its western border. Not a drop of rain
fell till I stepped off the car at Warren. At that moment the world grew
suddenly dark, and before I could get into the open carriage the clouds burst,
and with a rattling of thunder bolts a deluge of rain and hail descended upon
us. There was no contending with such an adversary, though a good woman across
the way, commiserating our plight, came to the door with proffers of an
umbrella. I retreated to the station, while the driver hastened down the street
to put his team under shelter. So a half hour passed. Then we tried again, and
half frozen, in spite of a winter overcoat and everything that goes with it
(the date was May 17), I reached my destination, five miles away, at the foot
of Moosilauke. All this
would hardly deserve narration, perhaps (the story of travelers’ discomforts
being mostly matter for skipping), only that it marked the setting in of a
cold, rainy “spell” that hung upon us for four days. Four sunless days out of
seven was a proportion fairly to be complained of. The more I consider it, the
truer seems the equation just now stated, that mountain weather is three fifths
of life. For those four clays I did not even see Moosilauke, though we were
living, so to speak, upon its shoulder, and I knew by hearsay that the summit
house was visible from the back doorstep. My first
brief walk before supper should reasonably have been in the clearer valley
country; but if reason spoke inclination did not hear it, and my feet — which
seem to feel that they are old enough by this time to know their master’s
business for him — took of their own motion an opposite course. The mountain
woods, as I entered them, had the appearance of early March: only the merest
sprinkling of new life, — clintonia leaves especially, with here and there a
round-leaved violet, both leaves and flowers, — upon a ground still all defaced
by the hand of Winter. Dead leaves make an agreeable carpet, as they rustle
cheerfully-sadly under one’s feet in autumn; but there was no rustle here; the
snow had pressed every leaf flat and left it sodden. One thing consoled me: I
had not arrived too late. The “bud-crowned spring,” for all my fears, was yet
to “go forth.” The next morning it was not enough to say that it was cloudy. That
impersonal expression would have been quite below the mark. We were
cloudy. In short, the cloud was literally around us and upon us. As I stepped
out of doors, a rose-breasted grosbeak was singing in one direction, and a
white-throated sparrow in another, both far away in the mist. It was strange
they should be so happy, I was ready to say. But I bethought myself that their
case was no different from my own. It was comparatively clear just about me,
while the fog shut down like a curtain a rod or two away, leaving the rest of
the world dark. So every bird stood in a ring of light, an illuminated chantry
all his own, And sang
for joy, good Christian bird, Strange
had he not been happy. To be blest above one’s fellows is to be blest
twice over. This time I took the downward road, turning to the left, and found
myself at once in pleasant woods, with hospitable openings and bypaths; a birdy
spot, or I was no prophet, though just now but few voices were to be heard, and
those of the commonest. Here stood new-blown anemones, bellworts, and white
violets, an early flock, with one painted trillium lording it over them; a
small specimen of its kind, but big enough to be king (or shepherd) in such
company. A brook, or perhaps two, with the few birds, sang about me, invisible.
I knew not whither I was going, and the all-embracing cloud deepened the
mystery. Soon the road took a sudden dip, and a louder noise filled my ears. I
was coming to a river? Yes, for presently I was on the bridge, with a raging
mountain torrent, eighty feet, perhaps, underneath, foaming against the
boulders; a bare, perpendicular cliff on one side, and perpendicular spruces
and hemlocks draping a similar cliff on the other side. It was Baker’s River, I
was told afterward, — the same that I had looked at here and there, the day
before, from the car window. It was good to see it so young and exuberant; but
even a young river need not be so much in haste, I thought. It would get to the
sawmills soon enough, and by and by would learn, too late, that it is only a
little way to the sea.
Once over the bridge, the road climbed quickly out of the narrow gorge,
and at the first turn brought me in sight of a small painted house, with a
small orchard of thrifty-looking small trees behind it. Here a venerable collie
came running forth to bark at the stranger, but yielded readily to the usual
blandishments, and after sniffing again and again at my heels, just to make sure
of knowing me the next time, went back, contented, to lie down in his old place
before the window. He was the only person that spoke to me — the only one I met
— during the forenoon, though I spent it all on the highway. Another
patch of woods, where a distant Canadian nuthatch is calling (strange how I
love that nasal, penetrating, far-reaching voice, whose quality my reasoning
taste condemns), and I see before me another house, standing in broad acres of
cleared land. This one is not painted, and, as I presently make out, is
uninhabited, its old tenant gone, dead or discouraged, and no new one looked
for; an “abandoned farm,” such as one grows used to seeing in our northern
country. It is beautiful for situation, one of those sightly places which the
city-worn passer-by in a mountain wagon pitches upon at once as just the place
he should like to buy and retire to — some day; in that autumn of golden
leisure of which, now and then, “When all
his active powers are still,” he has a pleasing vision. Oh yes,
he means to do something of that kind — some day; and even while he talks of it
he knows in his heart that “some day” is only another name for “next day after
never.” A few
happy barn swallows (wise enough, or simple enough, to be happy now) go
skimming over the grass, and a pair of robins and a pair of bluebirds seem to
be at home in the orchard; which they like none the worse, we may be sure, the
bluebirds, especially, — because, along with the house and the barn, it is
falling into decay. What are apple trees for, but to grow old and become
usefully hollow? Otherwise they would be no better than so many beeches or
butternuts. It is impossible but that every creature should look at the world
through its own eyes; and no bluebird ever ate an apple. A purple finch warbles
ecstatically, a white-throated sparrow whistles in the distance, and now and
then, from far down the slope, I catch the up-liftings of a hermit thrush. A man
grows thoughtful, not to say sentimental, in such a place, surrounded by fields
on which so many years of human labor have been spent, so much ploughing and
harrowing, planting and reaping, now given up again to nature. Here was the
garden patch, its outlines still traceable. Here was the well. Long lines of
stone wall still separate the mowing land from the pasturage; and scattered
over the fields are heaps of boulders, thrown together thus to get them out of
the grass’s way. About the edges of every pile, and sometimes through the
midst, have sprung up a few shrubs, — shad bushes, cherries, willows, and the
like. Here they escape the scythe, as we are all trying to do. “Give us room
that we may dwell!” — so these children of Zion cry. It is the great want of
seeds, so many millions of which go to waste annually in every acre, — a place
in which to take root and (harder yet) to keep it. And the birds, too, find the
boulder heaps a convenience. I watch a savanna sparrow as he flits from one to
another, stopping to sing a measure or two from each. Even this humble, almost
voiceless artist needs a stage or platform. The lowliest sparrow ever hatched
has some rudiments of a histrionic faculty; and be we birds or humans, it is
hard to do one’s best without a bit of posing. What
further uses these humble stone heaps may serve I cannot say; no doubt they
shelter many insects; but it is encouraging to consider how few things a farmer
can do that will not be of benefit to others beside himself. Surely the man who
piled these boulders for the advantage of his hay crop never expected them to serve
as a text for preaching. The cloud
drops again, and is at its old trick of exaggeration. A bird that I take for a
robin turns out to be a sparrow. Did it look larger because it seemed to be
farther away than it really was? Or is it seen now as it actually is, my vision
not being deceived, but rather corrected of an habitual error? The fog makes
for me a newer and stranger world, at any rate; I am farther from home because
of it; another day’s travel might have done less for me. And for all that, I am
not sorry when it rises again, and the hills come out. How beautiful they are!
They will hardly be more so, I think, when the June foliage replaces the square
miles of bare boughs which now give them a blue-purple tint, interrupted here
and there by patches of new yellow-green poplar leaves — a veritable
illumination, sun-bright even in this sunless weather — or a few sombre
evergreens. As I get
away from the farm, the mountain woods on either side seem to be filled with
something like a chorus of rose-breasted grosbeaks. Except for a few days at
Highlands, North Carolina, some years ago, I have never seen so many together.
A grand “migratory wave” must have broken on the mountains within a night or
two. As far as music is concerned, the grosbeaks have the field mostly to
themselves, though a grouse beats his drum at short intervals, and now and then
a white-throat whistles. There is no bird’s voice to which a fog is more
becoming, I say to myself, with a pleasing sense of having said something
unintended. To my thinking, the white-throat should always be a good distance
away (perhaps because in the mountains one grows accustomed to hearing him
thus); and the fog puts him there, with no damage to the fullness of his tone. Looking at
the flowers along the wayside, — a few yellow violets, a patch of
spring-beauties, and little else, — my eye falls upon what seems to be a
miniature forest of curious tiny plants growing in the gutter. At first I see
only the upright, whitish stalks, an inch or two in height, each bearing at the
top a globular brown knob. Afterward I discover that the stalks, which,
examined more closely, have a crystalline, glassy appearance, spring from a
leaf-like or lichen-like growth, lying prostrate upon the wet soil. The plant
is a liverwort, or scale-moss, of some kind, I suppose, and is growing here by
the mile. How few are the things we see! And of those we see, how few there are
concerning which we have any real knowledge, — enough, even, to use words about
them! (When a man can do that concerning any class of natural objects, no
matter what they are or what he says about them, he passes with the crowd for a
scholar, or at the very least a “close observer.”) But to tell the shameful
truth, my mood just now is not inquisitive. I should like to know? Yes; but I
can get on without knowing. There are worse things than ignorance. Let this
plant be what it will. I should be little the wiser for being able to name it.2
I have no body of facts to which to attach this new one; and unrelated
knowledge is almost the same as none at all. At best it is quickly forgotten.
So my indolence excuses itself. The road
begins to climb rather sharply. Unless I am going to the top of the ridge and
beyond, I have gone far enough. So I turn my back upon the mountain; and
behold, the cloud having lifted again, there, straight before me down the road
and across the valley, is the house from which I set out, almost or quite the
only one in sight. After all, I have walked but a little way, though I have
been a good while about it; for I have hardly begun my return before I find
myself again approaching the abandoned farm. Downhill miles are short. Here a
light shower comes on, and I raise my umbrella. Then follows a grand excitement
among a flock of sheep, whose day, perhaps, needs enlivening as badly as my
own. They gaze at the umbrella, start away upon the gallop, stop again to look
(“There are forty looking like one,” I say to myself), and are again struck
with panic. This time they scamper down the field out of sight. Another danger
escaped! Shepherds, it is evident, cannot be so effeminate as to carry
umbrellas. Two
heifers are of a more confiding disposition, coming close to look at the
stranger as he sits on the doorsill of the old barn. Their curiosity concerning
me is perhaps about as lively as mine was touching the supposed liverworts.
Like me they stand and consider, but betray no unmannerly eagerness. “Who is
he, I wonder?” they might be saying; “I never saw him before.” But their jaws
still move mechanically, and their beautiful eyes are full of a peaceful
satisfaction. A cud must be a great alleviation to the temper. With such a
perennial sedative, how could any one ever be fretted into nervous prostration?
As a matter of fact, I am told, cows rarely or never suffer from that most
distressing ailment. I have seen chewers of gum before now who, by all signs,
should have enjoyed a similar immunity. While the
heifers are still making up their minds about their unexpected visitor, I turn
to examine a couple of white-crowned sparrows, male and female, — I wonder if
they really are a couple? — feeding before the house. I hope the species is to
prove common here. Three birds were behind the hotel before breakfast, and one
of them sang. The quaint little medley, sparrow song and warbler song together,
is still something of an event with me, I have heard it so seldom and like it
so well; and whether the birds sing or not, they are musical to look at. When I
approach the painted house, on my way homeward, the fat old collie comes
running out again, barking. This time, however, he takes but one sniff. He has
made a mistake, and realizes it at once. “Oh, excuse me,” he says quite
plainly. “I didn’t recognize you. You’re the same old codger. I ought to have
known.” And he is so confused and ashamed that he hurries away without waiting
to make up. It is a
great mortification to a gentlemanly dog to find himself at fault in this
manner. I remember another collie, much younger than this one, with whom I once
had a minute or two of friendly intercourse. Then, months afterward, I went
again by the house where he lived, and he came dashing out with all fierceness,
as if he would rend me in pieces. I let him come (there was nothing else to do,
or nothing else worth doing), but the instant his nose struck me he saw his
error. Then, in a flash, he dropped flat on the ground, and literally licked my
shoes. There was no attitude abject enough to express the depth of his
humiliation. And then, like the dog of this morning, he jumped up, and ran with
all speed back to his doorstep. Another
descent into the gorge of Baker’s River, and another stop on the bridge (how
gloriously the water comes down !), and I am again in the pretty, broken woods
below the hotel. Here my attention is attracted by an almost prostrate but
still vigorous yellow birch, like the one that stood for so many years by the
road below the Profile House, in the Franconia Notch. Somehow the tree got an
awkward slant in its youth, and has always kept it, while the larger branches
have grown straight upward, at right angles with the trunk, as if each were
trying to be a tree on its own account. The Franconia Notch specimen became a
landmark, and was really of no inconsiderable service; a convenience to the
hotel proprietors, and a means of health to idle boarders, who needed an
incentive to exercise. “Come, let’s walk down as far as the bent tree,” one
would say to another. The average American cannot stroll; he has never learned;
if he puts his legs in motion, he must go to some fixed point, though it be
only a milestone or a huckleberry bush. The infirmity is most likely
congenital, a taint in the blood. The fathers worked, — all honor to them, —
having to earn their bread under hard conditions; and the children, though they
may dress like the descendants of princes, cannot help turning even their
amusements into a stint. And the
sapient critic? Well, instead of carrying a fishing rod or walking to a bent
tree, he had come out with an opera-glass, and had made of his morning jaunt a
bird-cataloguing expedition. Considered in that light, the trip had not been a
brilliant success. In my whole forenoon I had seen and heard but twenty-eight
species. If I had stayed in my low-country village, and walked half as far, I
should have counted twice as many. But I should not have enjoyed myself one
quarter as well. The next
day and the next were rainy, with Moosilauke still invisible. Then came a
morning of sunshine and clear atmosphere. So far it was ideal mountain weather;
but the cold wind was so strong at our level that it was certain to be nothing
less than a hurricane at the top. I waited, therefore, twenty-four hours
longer. Then, at quarter before seven on the morning of May 23, I set out. I am
as careful of my dates, it seems, as if I had been starting for the North Pole.
And why not? The importance of an expedition depends upon the spirit in which
it is undertaken. Nothing is of serious consequence in this world except as
subjective considerations make it so. Even the North Pole is only an imaginary
point, the end of an imaginary line, as old geographies used to inform us,
pleonastically, — as if “position without dimensions,” a something without
length, breadth, or thickness, could be other than imaginary. I started, then,
at quarter before seven. Many years ago I had been taken up the mountain road
in a carriage; now I would travel it on foot, spending at least an hour upon
each of its five miles, and so see something of the mountain itself, as well as
of the prospect from the summit. The miles,
some longer, some shorter, as I thought (a not unpleasant variety, though the
fourth stage was excessively spun out, it seemed to me, perhaps to make it end
at the spring), are marked off by guideboards, so that the newcomer need not
fall into the usual disheartening mistake of supposing himself almost at the
top before he has gone halfway. As for the first mile, which must measure near
a mile and a half, and which ends just above the “second brook” (every mountain
path has its natural waymarks), I had been over it twice within the last few
days, so that the edge of my curiosity was dulled; but, with one excuse and
another, I managed easily enough to give it its allotted hour. For one thing, a
hairy woodpecker detained me five or ten minutes, putting such tremendous vigor
into his hammering that I was positively certain (with a shade of uncertainty,
nevertheless, such as all “observers” will understand; there is nothing so true
as a paradox) that he must be a pileatus, till at last he showed himself.
“Well, well,” said I, “guesswork is a poor dependence.” It was well I had
stayed by. The forest was so nearly deserted, so little animated, that I felt
under obligation to the fellow for every stroke of his mallet. Though a man
goes to the wood for silence, his ear craves some natural noises, — enough, at
least, to make the stillness audible. The second
mile is of steeper grade than the first, and toward the close brought me
suddenly to a place unlike anything that had gone before. I named it at once
the Flower Garden. For an acre, or, more likely, for two or three acres, the
ground — a steep southern exposure, held up to face the sun — was covered with
plants in bloom: Dutchman’s-breeches (Dicentra cucullaria), — bunches of
heart-shaped, cream-white flowers with yellow facings, looking for all the
world as if they had been planted there; round-leaved violets in profusion;
white violets (blanda); spring-beauties; adder’s-tongue (dog’s-tooth
violet); and painted trillium. A pretty show; pretty in itself, and a thousand
times prettier for being happened upon thus unexpectedly, after two hours of
woods that were almost as dead as winter. Only a
little way above this point were the first beds of snow; and henceforward, till
I came out upon the ridge, two miles above, the woods were mostly filled with
it, though there was little in the road. About this time, also, I began to
notice a deer’s track. He had descended the road within a few hours, as I
judged, or since the last rainfall, and might have been a two-legged, or even a
one-legged animal, — biped or uniped, — so far as his footsteps showed. I
should rather have seen him, but the hoofprints were a deal better than
nothing; and undoubtedly I saw them much longer than I could possibly have seen
the maker of them, and so, perhaps, got out of them more of companionship. They
were with me for two hours, — clean up to the ridge, and part way across it. Somewhere
between the third and fourth mile-boards I stopped short with an exclamation.
There, straight before me, over the long eastern shoulder of Moosilauke, beyond
the big Jobildunk Ravine, loomed or floated a shining snow-white mountain-top.
Nothing could have been more beautiful. It was the crest of Mount Washington, I
assumed, though even with the aid of a glass I could make out no sign of
buildings, which must have been matted with new-fallen snow. I took its
identity for granted, I say. The truth is, I became badly confused about it
afterward, such portions of the range as came into view having an unfamiliar
aspect; but later still, on arriving at the summit, found that my first idea
had been correct. That
sudden, heavenly apparition gave me one of those minutes that are good as
years. Once, indeed, in early October, I had seen Mount Washington when it was
more resplendent: freshly snow-covered throughout, and then, as the sun went
down, lighted up before my eyes with a rosy glow, brighter and brighter and
brighter, till it seemed all on fire within. But even that unforgettable
spectacle had less of unearthly beauty, was less a work of pure enchantment, I
thought, than this detached, fleecy-looking piece of aerial whiteness, cloud
stuff or dream stuff, yet whiter than any cloud, lying at rest yonder, almost
at my own level, against the deep blue of the forenoon sky. All this
while, the birds, which had been few from the start, — black-throated greens
and blues, Blackburnians, oven-birds, a bay-breast, blue yellow-backs, siskins,
Swainson thrushes, a blue-headed vireo, winter wrens, rose-breasted grosbeaks,
chickadees, grouse, and snowbirds, — had grown fewer and fewer, till at last,
among these stunted, low-branched spruces, with the snow under them, there was
little else but an occasional myrtle warbler (“The brave myrtle,” I kept saying
to myself), with its musical, soft trill, so out of place, — the voice of
peaceful green valleys rather than of stormy mountaintops, — yet so welcome.
Once a gray-cheeked thrush called just above me. These impenetrable upper woods
are the gray-cheeks’ summer home, — a worthy one; but I heard nothing of their
wild music, and doubted whether they had yet arrived in full summer force. It was
past eleven o’clock when I came out at the clearing by the woodpile, with half
the world before me. From this point it was but a little way to the bare ridge
connecting the South Peak — up which I had been trudging all the forenoon — and
the main summit. This, with its little hotel, that looked as if it were in
danger of sliding off the mountain northward, was straight before me across the
ravine, a long but easy mile away. On the ridge I found myself all at once in something like a gale of
ice-cold wind. Who could have believed it? It was well I had brought a sweater;
and squatting behind a lucky clump of low evergreens, I wormed my way into what
is certainly the most comfortable of all garments for such a place, — as good,
at least, as two overcoats. Now let the wind whistle, especially as it was at
my back, and was bearing me triumphantly up the slope. So I thought, bravely
enough, till the trail took a sudden shift, and the gale caught me on another
tack. Then I sang out of the other corner of my mouth, as I used to hear
country people say. I no longer boasted, but saved my breath for better use. Wind or no
wind, it is an exhilaration to walk here above the world. Once a bird chirps to
me timidly from the knee-wood close by. I answer him, and out peeps a
white-throat. “You here!” he says; “so early!” At my feet is plenty of
Greenland sandwort, — faded, winter-worn, gray-green tufts, tightly packed
among the small boulders. Whatever lives here must lie low and hang on. And
with it is the shiny-leaved mountain cranberry, — Vaccinium Vitis-Idæa.
Let me never omit that pretty name. Neither cranberry nor sandwort shows any
sign of blossom or bud as yet; but it is good to know that they will both be
ready when the clock strikes. I can see them now, pink and white, just as they
will look in July — nay, just as they will look a thousand years hence. Again my
course alters, and the wind lets me lean back upon it as it lifts me forward.
Who says we are growing old? The years, as they pass, may turn and look at us
meaningly, as if to say, You have lived long enough; “yet even to us the
climbing of a mountain road (though by this time it must be a road, or
something like it) is still only the putting of one foot before the other. So I come
at last to the top, and make haste to get into the lee of the house, which is
tightly barred, of course, just as its owners left it seven or eight months
ago. The wind chases me round the corners, one after another; but by searching
I discover a nook where it can hit me no more than half the time. Here I sit and
look at the mountains, — a glorious company: Mount Washington and its fellows,
with all their higher parts white the sombre mass of the Twins on this side of
them; and, nearer still, the long, sharp, purple crest of dear old Lafayette
and its southern neighbors. So many I can name. The rest are mountains only; a
wilderness of heaped-up, forest-covered land; a prospect to dilate the soul. My
expectation has been to stay here for two hours or more; but the wind is
merciless, and after going out over the broad, bare, boulder-sprinkled summit
till I can see down into Franconia (which looks pretty low and pretty far off,
though I distinguish certain of the buildings clearly enough), I begin to feel
that I shall enjoy the sight of my eyes better from some sheltered position on
the upper part of the road. Even on the ridge, however, I take advantage of
every tuft of spruces to stand still for a bit, looking especially at the
mountain itself, so big, so bare, and so solid: East Peak, South Peak, and the
Peak, as they are called, although neither of them is in the slightest degree
peaked, with the great gulf of Jobildunk — in which Baker’s River rises —
wedged among them. If the word Moosilauke means a “bald place,” as it is said
to do, then we have here another proof of the North American Indian’s genius
for fitting words to things.3 Even to-day, windy and cold as it is, a butterfly passes over now and
then (mostly red admirals), and smaller insects flit carelessly about. Insects
are capable mountaineers, as I have often found occasion to notice. The only
time I was ever on the sharp point of Mount Adams, where my companion and I had
barely room to stand together, the air about our heads was black with insects
of all sorts and sizes, a veritable cloud; and when we unscrewed the
Appalachian Club’s brass bottle to sign the roll of visitors, we found that the
signers immediately before us, after putting down a date and their names, had
added, “Plenty of bugs.” And surely I was never pestered worse by black flies
than once, years ago, on this very summit of Moosilauke. All the hours of a
long, breathless, tropical July day they made life miserable for me. Better a
thousand times such a frosty, man-compelling wind as I am now fleeing from. Once off
the ridge, I can loosen my hat and sit down in comfort. The sun is good. How
incredible it seems that the air is so furiously in motion only fifty rods
back! Here it is like Elysium. And almost I believe that this limited prospect
is better than the grander sweep from the summit itself, — less distracting and
more restful. So half a loaf may be better than a whole one, if a man cannot be
contented without trying to eat the whole one. A white-throat and a myrtle
warbler sing to me as I nibble my sandwich. They are the loftiest spirits, it
appears. I take off my hat to them. Already I
am down far enough to catch the sound of running water; and every rod brings a
new mountain into view from behind the long East Peak. One of the best of them
all is cone-shaped Kearsarge, topped with its house. Now the white crest of
Washington rises upon me, — snow with the sun on it; and here, by the fourth
mileboard, are a few pale-bright spring-beauties, — five or six blossoms only.
They have found a bit of earth from which the snow melted early, and here they
are, true to their name, with the world on every side nothing but a desolation.
If it is time for myrtle warblers, why not for them? Now I see not only
Washington, but the mountains with it, all strangely foreshortened, so as to
give the highest peak a most surprising preëminence. No wonder I was in doubt
what to call it. In days
past I have walked that whole ridge, from Clinton to Adams; and glad I am to
remember it. A man should do such things while he can, teaching his feet to
feel the ground, and letting his heart cheer him. A turn in
the road, and straight below me lies my deserted farmhouse. Another turn, and I
lose it. In ascending a mountain we face the path; in descending we face the
world. I speak thus because at this moment I am looking down a charming vista,
— forest-covered mountains, row beyond row. But for the gravel under my feet I
might be a thousand miles from any human habitation. Presently a Swainson
thrush whistles. By that token I am getting away from the summit, though things
are still wintry enough, with no sign of bud or blossom. And look!
What is that far below me, facing up the road? A four-footed beast of some
kind. A bear? No; I raise my glass, and see a porcupine. He has his mobile,
sensitive nose to the ground, and continues to smell, and perhaps to feed, as I
draw nearer and nearer. By and by, being very near, and still unworthy of the
creature’s notice, I roll a stone toward him. At this he shows a gleam of
interest. He sits up, folds his hands, — puts his fore paws together over his
breast, — looks at me, and then waddles a few steps toward the upper side of
the road. “I must be getting out of this,” he seems to think. But he
reconsiders his purpose, comes back, sits on end again and folds his hands; and
then, the reconnoissance being satisfactory, falls to smelling the ground as
before. I can see the tips of his nostrils twitching as in a kind of ecstasy.
There must be something savory under them. Meantime, still with my glass
lifted, I come closer and closer, till I am right upon him. If porcupines can
shoot, I must be in danger of a quill. Another step or two, and he waddles to
the lower side of the road. He is a vacillating body, however; and once more he
turns to sit up and fold his hands. This time I hear him rattling his teeth,
but not very fiercely, — nothing to compare with the gnashings of an angry
woodchuck; and at last, when I cluck to him, he hastens his steps a little, as
much, perhaps, as a porcupine can, and disappears in the brush, dragging his
ridiculous, sloping, straw-thatched hinder parts — a combination of lean-to and
L— after him. He has never cultivated speed or decision of character, having a
better defense. So far as appearances go, he is certainly an odd one. There are
no blossoms yet, nor visible promise of any, but once in a while a bright
Atalanta (red admiral) butterfly flits before me. I wonder if I could capture
one by the old schoolboy method? I am moved to try; but my best effort — not
very determined, it must be confessed — ends in failure. Perhaps I should have
had some golden apples. At last I
come to a few adder’s-tongues, the first flowers since the five or six
spring-beauties a mile and a half back. Yes, I am approaching the Flower
Garden; for here is a most lovely bank of yellow violets, a hundred or two
together, a real bed of them. Nobody ever saw anything prettier. Here, also, is
the showy purple trillium, not so unhandsomely overgrown as it sometimes is, in
addition to all the flowers that I noticed on the ascent. A garden indeed. I
pull up a root of Dutchman’s-breeches, and sit down to examine the cluster of
rice-like pink kernels at the base of the stem. Excellent fodder they must make
for animals of some kind. “Squirrel-corn” is an apt name, I think, though I
believe it is applied, not to this species, but to its relative, Dicentra
Canadensis. The whole
plant is uncommonly clean-looking and attractive, with its pale, finely
dissected leaves and its delicate, waxy bloom; but looking at it, and then at a
bank of round-leaved violets opposite, I say once more, “Those are my
flowers.” Something in the shade of color is most exactly to my taste. The very
sight of them gladdens me like sunshine. But before I get out of the garden, as
I am in no haste to do (if it was attractive this morning, it is doubly so now,
after those miles of snowbanks), I am near to changing my mind; for suddenly,
as my eye follows the border of the road, it falls upon a small blue violet,
the first of that color that I have noticed since my arrival at Moosilauke. It
must be my long-desired Selkirkii, I say to myself, and down I go to
look at it. Yes, it is not leafy-stemmed, the petals are not bearded, and the
leaves are unlike any I have ever seen. I take it up, root and all, and search
carefully till I find one more. If it is Selkirkii, as I feel sure it
is,4 then I am happy. This is the one species of our eastern North
American violets that I have never picked. It completes my set. And it is
especially good to find it here, where I was not in the least expecting it.
With the two specimens in my pocket I trudge the remaining two miles in high
spirits. The violets are no newer to me than the liverwort specimens on Mount
Cushman were, but they have the incomparable advantage of things long looked
for, — things for the lack of which, so to speak, a pigeonhole in the mind has
stood consciously vacant. Blessed are they who want something, for when they
get it they will be glad. The weather below had been warm and still, a touch of real summer. So
said the people at the hotel; and I knew it already; for, as I came through the
cattle pasture, I saw below me a new, strange-looking, brightly illuminated
grove of young birches. “Were those trees there this morning?” I thought. A
single day had covered them with sunny, yellow-green leaves, till the change
was like a miracle. Indeed, it was a miracle. May the spring never come when I
shall fail to feel it so. Then I looked back at the summit. Was it there, no
farther away than that, that so icy a wind had chased me about? — or had I been
in Greenland? 1 1900. 2 It may
have been some species of Pellia, to judge by the plate in Gray’s
Manual. 3 And if
New Hampshire people will call the mountain “Moose Hillock,” as, alas, they
will, then we have here another proof of the degeneracy which follows the white
man’s addiction to the punning habit. 4 And so it
was; for though I felt sure, I wanted to be sure, and submitted it to an
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