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CHAPTER
XI
THE
father went out by the door that opened into the passage, and the next moment
Livingstone could hear him in deep conference in the adjoining room; at first
with his wife, and then with the little girl herself.
The door
did not fit very closely and the partition was thin, so that Livingstone could
not help hearing what was said, and even when he could shut out the words he
could not help knowing from the tones what was going on.
The
mother was readily won over, but when the little girl was consulted she flatly
refused. Her father undertook to coax her.
To
Livingstone’s surprise the argument he used was not that Livingstone was rich,
but that he was so poor and lonely; not well off and happy like him, with a
house full of little children to love him and make him happy and give him a
merry Christmas.
The point
of view was new to Livingstone at least, it was recent; but he recognized its
force and listened hopefully. The child’s reply dashed his hopes.
“But,
papa, I hate him so — I just hate him!” she declared, earnestly. “I’m glad he
hasn’t any little children to love him. When he wouldn’t let you come home to
us this evening, I just prayed so hard to God not to let him have any home and
not to let him have any Christmas — not ever!”
The eager
little voice had risen in the child’s earnestness and it pierced through the
door and struck Livingstone like an arrow. There came back to him that
sentence, “Whoso offendeth one of these little ones, it were better for him
that a millstone were hanged about his neck —.”
Livingstone
fairly shivered, but he had able defenders.
“Oh,
Kitty!” exclaimed both her father and mother, aghast at the child’s bitterness.
They next tried the argument that Livingstone had been so kind to the father.
He had “given him last year fifty dollars besides his salary.”
Livingstone
was not surprised that this argument did not prove as availing with the child
as the parents appeared to expect. Fifty dollars! He hated himself for it. He
felt that he would give fifty thousand to drop that millstone from his neck.
They next
tried the argument that Livingstone wanted to have a Christmas-tree for poor
children and needed her help. He wanted her to go with him to a toy-shop. He
did not know what to get and wished her to tell him. He had his sleigh to take
her. This seemed to strike one of the other members of the family, for suddenly
a boy’s eager voice burst in:
“I’ll go
with him. I’ll go with him in a sleigh. I’ll go to the toy-shop. Maybe, he’ll
give me a sled. Papa, mamma, please let me go.”
This
offer, however, did not appear to meet all the requisites of the occasion and
Master Tom was speedily suppressed by his parents. Perhaps, however, his offer
had some effect on Kitty, for she finally assented and said she would go, and
Livingstone could hear the parents getting her ready. He felt like a reprieved
prisoner.
After a
few moments Mr. Clark brought the little girl in, cloaked and hooded and ready
to go.
When
Livingstone faced the two blue eyes that were fastened on him in calm, and, by
no means, wholly approving inspection, he felt like a deep-dyed culprit. Had he
known of this ordeal in advance he could not have faced it, but as it was he
must now carry it through.
What he
did was, perhaps, the best that any one could have done. After the cool, little
handshake she vouchsafed him, Livingstone, finding that he could not stand the
scrutiny of those quiet, unblenching eyes, threw himself on the child’s mercy.
“Kitty,”
he said earnestly, “I did you this evening a great wrong, and your father a
great wrong, and I have come here to ask you to forgive me. — I have been
working so hard that I did not know it was Christmas, and I interfered with
your father’s Christmas — and with your Christmas; for I had no little girls to
tell me how near Christmas was. And now I want to get up a Christmas for some
poor children, and I don’t know how to do it, so I have come to ask you to help
me. I want you to play Santa Claus for me, and we will find the toys, and then
we will find the children. I have a great big sleigh, and we will go off to a
toy-shop, and presently I will bring you back home again.”
He had
made his speech much longer than he had intended, because he saw that the
child’s mind was working; the cumulative weight of the sleigh-ride, the
opportunity to play a part and to act as Santa Claus for other children, was
telling on her.
When he
ended, Kitty reflected a moment and then said quietly, “All right.”
Her tone
was not very enthusiastic, but it was assent and Livingstone felt as though he
had just been redeemed.
The next
moment the child turned to the door.
Livingstone
rose and followed her. He was amused at his feeling of helplessness and dependence.
She was suddenly the leader and without her he felt lost.
She
stepped into the sleigh and he followed her.
“Where
shall we go first?” she asked.
This was
a poser for Livingstone. All the shops of which he knew anything were closed
long ago.
“Why, I
think I will let you select the place,” he began, simply seeking for time.
“What do
you want to get?” she asked calmly, gazing up at him.
Livingstone
had never thought for a second that there would be any difficulty about this.
He was hopelessly in the dark. Stocks, “common” or “preferred,” bonds and
debentures, floated through his mind. Even horses or pictures he would have
had a clear opinion on, but in this field he was lost. He had never known, or
cared to know, what children liked.
Suddenly
a whole new realm seemed to open before him, but it was shrouded in darkness.
And that little figure at his side with large, sober, searching eyes fixed
calmly on him was quietly demanding his knowledge and waiting for his answer.
He had passed hundreds of windows crowded with Christmas presents that very evening
and had never looked at one. He had passed as between blank walls. What would
he not have given now for but the least memory of one glance!
But the
eyes were waiting and he must answer.
“Why — ah
— you know, — ah — toys!”
It was an
inspiration and Livingstone shook himself with self-approval.
“Yes — ah
— TOYS! you know?” he repeated. He glowed with satisfaction over his escape.
The announcement, however, did not appear to astonish his companion as much as
he felt it should have done. She did not even take her eyes from his face.
“How many
children are there?”
“Why —
twenty.” Livingstone caught at a number, as a sinking man catches at a twig. As
she accepted this, Livingstone was conscious of elation. He felt as though he
were playing a game and had escaped the ignominy of a wrong answer: he had
caught a bough and it held him.
“How old
are they?”
Livingstone
gasped. The little ogress! Was she just trifling with him? Could it be possible
that she saw through him? As he looked down at her the eyes fastened on him
were as calm as a dove’s eyes.
“Why — ah
— . How many brothers and sisters have you?” he asked.
He wished
to create a diversion and gain time. She answered promptly.
“Seven:
four sisters and three brothers. John, he’s my oldest brother; Tom, he’s next —
he’s eight. Billy is the baby.”
This
contribution of family history was a relief, and Livingstone was just trying to
think of something else to say, when she demanded again,
“What are
the ages of your children?”
“I have
no children,” said Livingstone, thinking how clever he was to be so ready with
an answer.
“I know.
— But I mean the children you want the toys for?”
Livingstone
felt for his handkerchief. The perspiration was beginning to come on his brow.
“Why, —
ah — the same ages as your brothers and sisters — about,” he said desperately,
feeling that he was at the end of his resources and would be discovered by the
next question.
“We will
go to Brown’s,” said the child quietly, and, dropping her eyes, she settled
herself back in the furs as though the problem were definitely solved.