Web
and Book design,
Copyright, Kellscraft Studio 1999-2008 (Return to Web Text-ures) |
(HOME)
|
CHAPTER XXXVI
For two days
Maud and I ranged the sea and explored the beaches in search of the missing
masts. But it was not till the third day that we found them, all of them,
the shears included, and, of all perilous places, in the pounding surf of the
grim south-western promontory. And how we worked! At the dark end
of the first day we returned, exhausted, to our little cove, towing the
mainmast behind us. And we had been compelled to row, in a dead calm,
practically every inch of the way. Another day
of heart-breaking and dangerous toil saw us in camp with the two topmasts to
the good. The day following I was desperate, and I rafted together the
foremast, the fore and main booms, and the fore and main gaffs. The wind
was favourable, and I had thought to tow them back under sail, but the wind
baffled, then died away, and our progress with the oars was a snail’s pace.
And it was such dispiriting effort. To throw one’s whole strength and
weight on the oars and to feel the boat checked in its forward lunge by the
heavy drag behind, was not exactly exhilarating. Night began
to fall, and to make matters worse, the wind sprang up ahead. Not only
did all forward motion cease, but we began to drift back and out to sea.
I struggled at the oars till I was played out. Poor Maud, whom I could
never prevent from working to the limit of her strength, lay weakly back in the
stern-sheets. I could row no more. My bruised and swollen hands
could no longer close on the oar handles. My wrists and arms ached
intolerably, and though I had eaten heartily of a twelve-o’clock lunch, I had
worked so hard that I was faint from hunger. I pulled in
the oars and bent forward to the line which held the tow. But Maud’s hand
leaped out restrainingly to mine. “What are
you going to do?” she asked in a strained, tense voice. “Cast it
off,” I answered, slipping a turn of the rope. But her
fingers closed on mine. “Please
don’t,” she begged. “It is
useless,” I answered. “Here is night and the wind blowing us off the
land.” “But think,
Humphrey. If we cannot sail away on the Ghost,
we may remain for years on the island — for life even. If it has never
been discovered all these years, it may never be discovered.” “You forget
the boat we found on the beach,” I reminded her. “It was a
seal-hunting boat,” she replied, “and you know perfectly well that if the men
had escaped they would have been back to make their fortunes from the
rookery. You know they never escaped.” I remained
silent, undecided. “Besides,”
she added haltingly, “it’s your idea, and I want to see you succeed.” Now I could
harden my heart. As soon as she put it on a flattering personal basis,
generosity compelled me to deny her. “Better
years on the island than to die to-night, or to-morrow, or the next day, in the
open boat. We are not prepared to brave the sea. We have no food,
no water, no blankets, nothing. Why, you’d not survive the night without
blankets: I know how strong you are. You are shivering now.” “It is only
nervousness,” she answered. “I am afraid you will cast off the masts in
spite of me.” “Oh, please,
please, Humphrey, don’t!” she burst out, a moment later. And so it
ended, with the phrase she knew had all power over me. We shivered
miserably throughout the night. Now and again I fitfully slept, but the
pain of the cold always aroused me. How Maud could stand it was beyond
me. I was too tired to thrash my arms about and warm myself, but I found
strength time and again to chafe her hands and feet to restore the
circulation. And still she pleaded with me not to cast off the
masts. About three in the morning she was caught by a cold cramp, and
after I had rubbed her out of that she became quite numb. I was
frightened. I got out the oars and made her row, though she was so weak I
thought she would faint at every stroke. Morning
broke, and we looked long in the growing light for our island. At last it
showed, small and black, on the horizon, fully fifteen miles away. I
scanned the sea with my glasses. Far away in the south-west I could see a
dark line on the water, which grew even as I looked at it. “Fair wind!”
I cried in a husky voice I did not recognize as my own. Maud tried
to reply, but could not speak. Her lips were blue with cold, and she was
hollow-eyed — but oh, how bravely her brown eyes looked at me! How
piteously brave! Again I fell
to chafing her hands and to moving her arms up and down and about until she
could thrash them herself. Then I compelled her to stand up, and though
she would have fallen had I not supported her, I forced her to walk back and
forth the several steps between the thwart and the stern-sheets, and finally to
spring up and down. “Oh, you
brave, brave woman,” I said, when I saw the life coming back into her
face. “Did you know that you were brave?” “I never
used to be,” she answered. “I was never brave till I knew you. It
is you who have made me brave.” “Nor I,
until I knew you,” I answered. She gave me
a quick look, and again I caught that dancing, tremulous light and something
more in her eyes. But it was only for the moment. Then she smiled. “It must
have been the conditions,” she said; but I knew she was wrong, and I wondered
if she likewise knew. Then the wind came, fair and fresh, and the boat
was soon labouring through a heavy sea toward the island. At half-past
three in the afternoon we passed the south-western promontory. Not only
were we hungry, but we were now suffering from thirst. Our lips were dry
and cracked, nor could we longer moisten them with our tongues. Then the
wind slowly died down. By night it was dead calm and I was toiling once
more at the oars — but weakly, most weakly. At two in the morning the
boat’s bow touched the beach of our own inner cove and I staggered out to make
the painter fast. Maud could not stand, nor had I strength to carry
her. I fell in the sand with her, and, when I had recovered, contented
myself with putting my hands under her shoulders and dragging her up the beach
to the hut. The next day
we did no work. In fact, we slept till three in the afternoon, or at
least I did, for I awoke to find Maud cooking dinner. Her power of
recuperation was wonderful. There was something tenacious about that
lily-frail body of hers, a clutch on existence which one could not reconcile
with its patent weakness. “You know I
was travelling to Japan for my health,” she said, as we lingered at the fire
after dinner and delighted in the movelessness of loafing. “I was not
very strong. I never was. The doctors recommended a sea voyage, and
I chose the longest.” “You little
knew what you were choosing,” I laughed. “But I shall
be a different women for the experience, as well as a stronger woman,” she
answered; “and, I hope a better woman. At least I shall understand a
great deal more life.” Then, as the
short day waned, we fell to discussing Wolf Larsen’s blindness. It was
inexplicable. And that it was grave, I instanced his statement that he intended
to stay and die on Endeavour Island. When he, strong man that he was,
loving life as he did, accepted his death, it was plain that he was troubled by
something more than mere blindness. There had been his terrific
headaches, and we were agreed that it was some sort of brain break-down, and
that in his attacks he endured pain beyond our comprehension. I noticed as
we talked over his condition, that Maud’s sympathy went out to him more and
more; yet I could not but love her for it, so sweetly womanly was it.
Besides, there was no false sentiment about her feeling. She was agreed
that the most rigorous treatment was necessary if we were to escape, though she
recoiled at the suggestion that I might some time be compelled to take his life
to save my own — “our own,” she put it. In the
morning we had breakfast and were at work by daylight. I found a light
kedge anchor in the fore-hold, where such things were kept; and with a deal of
exertion got it on deck and into the boat. With a long running-line coiled
down in the stem, I rowed well out into our little cove and dropped the anchor
into the water. There was no wind, the tide was high, and the schooner
floated. Casting off the shore-lines, I kedged her out by main strength
(the windlass being broken), till she rode nearly up and down to the small
anchor — too small to hold her in any breeze. So I lowered the big
starboard anchor, giving plenty of slack; and by afternoon I was at work on the
windlass. Three days I
worked on that windlass. Least of all things was I a mechanic, and in
that time I accomplished what an ordinary machinist would have done in as many
hours. I had to learn my tools to begin with, and every simple mechanical
principle which such a man would have at his finger ends I had likewise to
learn. And at the end of three days I had a windlass which worked
clumsily. It never gave the satisfaction the old windlass had given, but
it worked and made my work possible. In half a
day I got the two topmasts aboard and the shears rigged and guyed as
before. And that night I slept on board and on deck beside my work.
Maud, who refused to stay alone ashore, slept in the forecastle. Wolf
Larsen had sat about, listening to my repairing the windlass and talking with
Maud and me upon indifferent subjects. No reference was made on either
side to the destruction of the shears; nor did he say anything further about my
leaving his ship alone. But still I had feared him, blind and helpless
and listening, always listening, and I never let his strong arms get within
reach of me while I worked. On this
night, sleeping under my beloved shears, I was aroused by his footsteps on the
deck. It was a starlight night, and I could see the bulk of him dimly as
he moved about. I rolled out of my blankets and crept noiselessly after
him in my stocking feet. He had armed himself with a draw-knife from the
tool-locker, and with this he prepared to cut across the throat-halyards I had
again rigged to the shears. He felt the halyards with his hands and discovered
that I had not made them fast. This would not do for a draw-knife, so he
laid hold of the running part, hove taut, and made fast. Then he prepared
to saw across with the draw-knife. “I wouldn’t,
if I were you,” I said quietly. He heard the
click of my pistol and laughed. “Hello,
Hump,” he said. “I knew you were here all the time. You can’t fool
my ears.” “That’s a
lie, Wolf Larsen,” I said, just as quietly as before. “However, I am
aching for a chance to kill you, so go ahead and cut.” “You have
the chance always,” he sneered. “Go ahead
and cut,” I threatened ominously. “I’d rather
disappoint you,” he laughed, and turned on his heel and went aft. “Something
must be done, Humphrey,” Maud said, next morning, when I had told her of the
night’s occurrence. “If he has liberty, he may do anything. He may
sink the vessel, or set fire to it. There is no telling what he may
do. We must make him a prisoner.” “But how?” I
asked, with a helpless shrug. “I dare not come within reach of his arms,
and he knows that so long as his resistance is passive I cannot shoot him.” “There must
be some way,” she contended. “Let me think.” “There is
one way,” I said grimly. She waited. I picked up
a seal-club. “It won’t
kill him,” I said. “And before he could recover I’d have him bound hard
and fast.” She shook
her head with a shudder. “No, not that. There must be some less
brutal way. Let us wait.” But we did
not have to wait long, and the problem solved itself. In the morning,
after several trials, I found the point of balance in the foremast and attached
my hoisting tackle a few feet above it. Maud held the turn on the
windlass and coiled down while I heaved. Had the windlass been in order
it would not have been so difficult; as it was, I was compelled to apply all my
weight and strength to every inch of the heaving. I had to rest
frequently. In truth, my spells of resting were longer than those of
working. Maud even contrived, at times when all my efforts could not
budge the windlass, to hold the turn with one hand and with the other to throw
the weight of her slim body to my assistance. At the end
of an hour the single and double blocks came together at the top of the
shears. I could hoist no more. And yet the mast was not swung
entirely inboard. The butt rested against the outside of the port rail,
while the top of the mast overhung the water far beyond the starboard
rail. My shears were too short. All my work had been for
nothing. But I no longer despaired in the old way. I was acquiring
more confidence in myself and more confidence in the possibilities of
windlasses, shears, and hoisting tackles. There was a way in which it
could be done, and it remained for me to find that way. While I was
considering the problem, Wolf Larsen came on deck. We noticed something
strange about him at once. The indecisiveness, or feebleness, of his
movements was more pronounced. His walk was actually tottery as he came
down the port side of the cabin. At the break of the poop he reeled,
raised one hand to his eyes with the familiar brushing gesture, and fell down
the steps — still on his feet — to the main deck, across which he staggered,
falling and flinging out his arms for support. He regained his balance by
the steerage companion-way and stood there dizzily for a space, when he
suddenly crumpled up and collapsed, his legs bending under him as he sank to
the deck. “One of his
attacks,” I whispered to Maud. She nodded
her head; and I could see sympathy warm in eyes. We went up
to him, but he seemed unconscious, breathing spasmodically. She took
charge of him, lifting his head to keep the blood out of it and despatching me
to the cabin for a pillow. I also brought blankets, and we made him
comfortable. I took his pulse. It beat steadily and strong, and was
quite normal. This puzzled me. I became suspicious. “What if he
should be feigning this?” I asked, still holding his wrist. Maud shook
her head, and there was reproof in her eyes. But just then the wrist I
held leaped from my hand, and the hand clasped like a steel trap about my
wrist. I cried aloud in awful fear, a wild inarticulate cry; and I caught
one glimpse of his face, malignant and triumphant, as his other hand compassed
my body and I was drawn down to him in a terrible grip. My wrist was
released, but his other arm, passed around my back, held both my arms so that I
could not move. His free hand went to my throat, and in that moment I
knew the bitterest foretaste of death earned by one’s own idiocy. Why had
I trusted myself within reach of those terrible arms? I could feel other
hands at my throat. They were Maud’s hands, striving vainly to tear loose
the hand that was throttling me. She gave it up, and I heard her scream
in a way that cut me to the soul, for it was a woman’s scream of fear and
heart-breaking despair. I had heard it before, during the sinking of the Martinez. My face was
against his chest and I could not see, but I heard Maud turn and run swiftly
away along the deck. Everything was happening quickly. I had not
yet had a glimmering of unconsciousness, and it seemed that an interminable
period of time was lapsing before I heard her feet flying back. And just
then I felt the whole man sink under me. The breath was leaving his lungs
and his chest was collapsing under my weight. Whether it was merely the
expelled breath, or his consciousness of his growing impotence, I know not, but
his throat vibrated with a deep groan. The hand at my throat
relaxed. I breathed. It fluttered and tightened again. But
even his tremendous will could not overcome the dissolution that assailed
it. That will of his was breaking down. He was fainting. Maud’s
footsteps were very near as his hand fluttered for the last time and my throat
was released. I rolled off and over to the deck on my back, gasping and blinking
in the sunshine. Maud was pale but composed, — my eyes had gone instantly
to her face, — and she was looking at me with mingled alarm and relief. A
heavy seal-club in her hand caught my eyes, and at that moment she followed my
gaze down to it. The club dropped from her hand as though it had suddenly
stung her, and at the same moment my heart surged with a great joy. Truly
she was my woman, my mate-woman, fighting with me and for me as the mate of a
caveman would have fought, all the primitive in her aroused, forgetful of her
culture, hard under the softening civilization of the only life she had ever
known. “Dear
woman!” I cried, scrambling to my feet. The next
moment she was in my arms, weeping convulsively on my shoulder while I clasped
her close. I looked down at the brown glory of her hair, glinting gems in
the sunshine far more precious to me than those in the treasure-chests of
kings. And I bent my head and kissed her hair softly, so softly that she
did not know. Then sober
thought came to me. After all, she was only a woman, crying her relief,
now that the danger was past, in the arms of her protector or of the one who
had been endangered. Had I been father or brother, the situation would
have been in nowise different. Besides, time and place were not meet, and
I wished to earn a better right to declare my love. So once again I
softly kissed her hair as I felt her receding from my clasp. “It was a
real attack this time,” I said: “another shock like the one that made him
blind. He feigned at first, and in doing so brought it on.” Maud was
already rearranging his pillow. “No,” I
said, “not yet. Now that I have him helpless, helpless he shall
remain. From this day we live in the cabin. Wolf Larsen shall live
in the steerage.” I caught him
under the shoulders and dragged him to the companion-way. At my direction
Maud fetched a rope. Placing this under his shoulders, I balanced him
across the threshold and lowered him down the steps to the floor. I could
not lift him directly into a bunk, but with Maud’s help I lifted first his
shoulders and head, then his body, balanced him across the edge, and rolled him
into a lower bunk. But this was
not to be all. I recollected the handcuffs in his state-room, which he
preferred to use on sailors instead of the ancient and clumsy ship irons.
So, when we left him, he lay handcuffed hand and foot. For the first time
in many days I breathed freely. I felt strangely light as I came on deck,
as though a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. I felt, also, that
Maud and I had drawn more closely together. And I wondered if she, too,
felt it, as we walked along the deck side by side to where the stalled foremast
hung in the shears. |