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SPRING
THE opening of large
tracts by the
ice-cutters commonly causes a pond to break up earlier; for the water,
agitated
by the wind, even in cold weather, wears away the surrounding ice. But
such was
not the effect on Walden that year, for she had soon got a thick new
garment to
take the place of the old. This pond never breaks up so soon as the
others in
this neighborhood, on account both of its greater depth and its having
no
stream passing through it to melt or wear away the ice. I never knew it
to open
in the course of a winter, not excepting that of '52-3, which gave the
ponds so
severe a trial. It commonly opens about the first of April, a week or
ten days
later than Flint's Pond and Fair Haven, beginning to melt on the north
side and
in the shallower parts where it began to freeze. It indicates better
than any
water hereabouts the absolute progress of the season, being least
affected by
transient changes of temperature. A severe cold of a few days duration
in March
may very much retard the opening of the former ponds, while the
temperature of
Walden increases almost uninterruptedly. A thermometer thrust into the
middle
of Walden on the 6th of March, 1847, stood at 32 degrees, or freezing
point;
near the shore at 33 degrees; in the middle of Flint's Pond, the same
day, at
32½ degrees at a dozen rods from the shore, in shallow water,
under ice a foot
thick, at 36 degrees. This difference of three and a half degrees
between the
temperature of the deep water and the shallow in the latter pond, and
the fact
that a great proportion of it is comparatively shallow, show why it
should
break up so much sooner than Walden. The ice in the shallowest part was
at this
time several inches thinner than in the middle. In midwinter the middle
had
been the warmest and the ice thinnest there. So, also, every one who
has waded
about the shores of the pond in summer must have perceived how much
warmer the
water is close to the shore, where only three or four inches deep, than
a
little distance out, and on the surface where it is deep, than near the
bottom.
In spring the sun not only exerts an influence through the increased
temperature of the air and earth, but its heat passes through ice a
foot or
more thick, and is reflected from the bottom in shallow water, and so
also
warms the water and melts the under side of the ice, at the same time
that it
is melting it more directly above, making it uneven, and causing the
air
bubbles which it contains to extend themselves upward and downward
until it is
completely honeycombed, and at last disappears suddenly in a single
spring
rain. Ice has its grain as well as wood, and when a cake begins to rot
or
"comb," that is, assume the appearance of honeycomb, whatever may be
its position, the air cells are at right angles with what was the water
surface. Where there is a rock or a log rising near to the surface the
ice over
it is much thinner, and is frequently quite dissolved by this reflected
heat;
and I have been told that in the experiment at Cambridge to freeze
water in a
shallow wooden pond, though the cold air circulated underneath, and so
had
access to both sides, the reflection of the sun from the bottom more
than
counterbalanced this advantage. When a warm rain in the middle of the
winter
melts off the snow-ice from Walden, and leaves a hard dark or
transparent ice on
the middle, there will be a strip of rotten though thicker white ice, a
rod or
more wide, about the shores, created by this reflected heat. Also, as I
have
said, the bubbles themselves within the ice operate as burning-glasses
to melt
the ice beneath. The phenomena of the year take place every day in a pond on a small scale. Every morning, generally speaking, the shallow water is being warmed more rapidly than the deep, though it may not be made so warm after all, and every evening it is being cooled more rapidly until the morning. The day is an epitome of the year. The night is the winter, the morning and evening are the spring and fall, and the noon is the summer. The cracking and booming of the ice indicate a change of temperature. One pleasant morning after a cold night, February 24th, 1850, having gone to Flint's Pond to spend the day, I noticed with surprise, that when I struck the ice with the head of my axe, it resounded like a gong for many rods around, or as if I had struck on a tight drum-head. The pond began to boom about an hour after sunrise, when it felt the influence of the sun's rays slanted upon it from over the hills; it stretched itself and yawned like a waking man with a gradually increasing tumult, which was kept up three or four hours. It took a short siesta at noon, and boomed once more toward night, as the sun was withdrawing his influence. In the right stage of the weather a pond fires its evening gun with great regularity. But in the middle of the day, being full of cracks, and the air also being less elastic, it had completely lost its resonance, and probably fishes and muskrats could not then have been stunned by a blow on it. The fishermen say that the "thundering of the pond" scares the fishes and prevents their biting. The pond does not thunder every evening, and I cannot tell surely when to expect its thundering; but though I may perceive no difference in the weather, it does. Who would have suspected so large and cold and thick-skinned a thing to be so sensitive? Yet it has its law to which it thunders obedience when it should as surely as the buds expand in the spring. The earth is all alive and covered with papillae. The largest pond is as sensitive to atmospheric changes as the globule of mercury in its tube.
One attraction in coming to
the woods to live was that I should have leisure and opportunity to see
the
Spring come in. The ice in the pond at length begins to be honeycombed,
and I
can set my heel in it as I walk. Fogs and rains and warmer suns are
gradually
melting the snow; the days have grown sensibly longer; and I see how I
shall
get through the winter without adding to my wood-pile, for large fires
are no
longer necessary. I am on the alert for the first signs of spring, to
hear the
chance note of some arriving bird, or the striped squirrel's chirp, for
his
stores must be now nearly exhausted, or see the woodchuck venture out
of his
winter quarters. On the 13th of March, after I had heard the bluebird,
song
sparrow, and red-wing, the ice was still nearly a foot thick. As the
weather
grew warmer it was not sensibly worn away by the water, nor broken up
and
floated off as in rivers, but, though it was completely melted for half
a rod
in width about the shore, the middle was merely honeycombed and
saturated with
water, so that you could put your foot through it when six inches
thick; but by
the next day evening, perhaps, after a warm rain followed by fog, it
would have
wholly disappeared, all gone off with the fog, spirited away. One year
I went
across the middle only five days before it disappeared entirely. In
1845 Walden
was first completely open on the 1st of April; in '46, the 25th of
March; in
'47, the 8th of April; in '51, the 28th of March; in '52, the 18th of
April; in
'53, the 23d of March; in '54, about the 7th of April. Every incident connected
with the breaking up of the rivers and ponds and the settling of the
weather is
particularly interesting to us who live in a climate of so great
extremes. When
the warmer days come, they who dwell near the river hear the ice crack
at night
with a startling whoop as loud as artillery, as if its icy fetters were
rent
from end to end, and within a few days see it rapidly going
out. So the
alligator comes out of the mud with quakings of the earth. One old man,
who has
been a close observer of Nature, and seems as thoroughly wise in regard
to all
her operations as if she had been put upon the stocks when he was a
boy, and he
had helped to lay her keel — who has come to his growth, and can
hardly acquire
more of natural lore if he should live to the age of Methuselah — told me — and I was surprised to
hear him express wonder at any
of Nature's operations, for I thought that there were no secrets
between them —
that one spring day he took his gun and boat, and thought that he would
have a
little sport with the ducks. There was ice still on the meadows, but it
was all
gone out of the river, and he dropped down without obstruction from
Sudbury,
where he lived, to Fair Haven Pond, which he found, unexpectedly,
covered for
the most part with a firm field of ice. It was a warm day, and he was
surprised
to see so great a body of ice remaining. Not seeing any ducks, he hid
his boat
on the north or back side of an island in the pond, and then concealed
himself
in the bushes on the south side, to await them. The ice was melted for
three or
four rods from the shore, and there was a smooth and warm sheet of
water, with
a muddy bottom, such as the ducks love, within, and he thought it
likely that
some would be along pretty soon. After he had lain still there about an
hour he
heard a low and seemingly very distant sound, but singularly grand and
impressive, unlike anything he had ever heard, gradually swelling and
increasing as if it would have a universal and memorable ending, a
sullen rush
and roar, which seemed to him all at once like the sound of a vast body
of fowl
coming in to settle there, and, seizing his gun, he started up in haste
and
excited; but he found, to his surprise, that the whole body of the ice
had
started while he lay there, and drifted in to the shore, and the sound
he had
heard was made by its edge grating on the shore — at first gently
nibbled and
crumbled off, but at length heaving up and scattering its wrecks along
the
island to a considerable height before it came to a standstill. At length the sun's rays
have attained the right angle, and warm winds blow up mist and rain and
melt
the snowbanks, and the sun, dispersing the mist, smiles on a checkered
landscape
of russet and white smoking with incense, through which the traveller
picks his
way from islet to islet, cheered by the music of a thousand tinkling
rills and
rivulets whose veins are filled with the blood of winter which they are
bearing
off. Few phenomena gave me more
delight than to observe the forms which thawing sand and clay assume in
flowing
down the sides of a deep cut on the railroad through which I passed on
my way
to the village, a phenomenon not very common on so large a scale,
though the number
of freshly exposed banks of the right material must have been greatly
multiplied since railroads were invented. The material was sand of
every degree
of fineness and of various rich colors, commonly mixed with a little
clay. When
the frost comes out in the spring, and even in a thawing day in the
winter, the
sand begins to flow down the slopes like lava, sometimes bursting out
through
the snow and overflowing it where no sand was to be seen before.
Innumerable
little streams overlap and interlace one with another, exhibiting a
sort of
hybrid product, which obeys half way the law of currents, and half way
that of
vegetation. As it flows it takes the forms of sappy leaves or vines,
making
heaps of pulpy sprays a foot or more in depth, and resembling, as you
look down
on them, the laciniated, lobed, and imbricated thalluses of some
lichens; or
you are reminded of coral, of leopard's paws or birds' feet, of brains
or lungs
or bowels, and excrements of all kinds. It is a truly grotesque
vegetation, whose forms and color we see imitated in bronze, a sort of
architectural foliage more ancient and typical than acanthus, chiccory,
ivy,
vine, or any vegetable leaves; destined perhaps, under some
circumstances, to
become a puzzle to future geologists. The whole cut impressed me as if
it were
a cave with its stalactites laid open to the light. The various shades
of the
sand are singularly rich and agreeable, embracing the different iron
colors,
brown, gray, yellowish, and reddish. When the flowing mass reaches the
drain at
the foot of the bank it spreads out flatter into strands, the
separate
streams losing their semi-cylindrical form and gradually becoming more
flat and
broad, running together as they are more moist, till they form an
almost flat
sand, still variously and beautifully shaded, but in which you can
trace the
original forms of vegetation; till at length, in the water itself, they
are
converted into banks, like those formed off the mouths of
rivers, and
the forms of vegetation are lost in the ripple marks on the bottom. The whole bank, which is
from twenty to forty feet high, is sometimes overlaid with a mass of
this kind
of foliage, or sandy rupture, for a quarter of a mile on one or both
sides, the
produce of one spring day. What makes this sand foliage remarkable is
its
springing into existence thus suddenly. When I see on the one side the
inert
bank — for the sun acts on one side first — and on the
other this luxuriant
foliage, the creation of an hour, I am affected as if in a peculiar
sense I
stood in the laboratory of the Artist who made the world and me —
had come to
where he was still at work, sporting on this bank, and with excess of
energy
strewing his fresh designs about. I feel as if I were nearer to the
vitals of
the globe, for this sandy overflow is something such a foliaceous mass
as the
vitals of the animal body. You find thus in the very sands an
anticipation of
the vegetable leaf. No wonder that the earth expresses itself outwardly
in
leaves, it so labors with the idea inwardly. The atoms have already
learned
this law, and are pregnant by it. The overhanging leaf sees here its
prototype.
Internally, whether in the globe or animal body, it is a moist
thick lobe,
a word especially applicable to the liver and lungs and the leaves
of
fat (λείβω, labor, lapsus, to flow or slip downward,
a lapsing; λοβόζ, globus, lobe, globe; also lap,
flap, and many other words); externally a dry thin leaf,
even as
the f and v are a pressed and dried b. The
radicals of lobe
are lb, the soft mass of the b (single lobed, or B,
double
lobed), with the liquid l behind it pressing it forward. In
globe, glb,
the guttural g adds to the meaning the capacity of the throat.
The
feathers and wings of birds are still drier and thinner leaves. Thus,
also, you
pass from the lumpish grub in the earth to the airy and fluttering
butterfly.
The very globe continually transcends and translates itself, and
becomes winged
in its orbit. Even ice begins with delicate crystal leaves, as if it
had flowed
into moulds which the fronds of waterplants have impressed on the
watery
mirror. The whole tree itself is but one leaf, and rivers are still
vaster
leaves whose pulp is intervening earth, and towns and cities are the
ova of
insects in their axils. When the sun withdraws the
sand ceases to flow, but in the morning the streams will start once
more and
branch and branch again into a myriad of others. You here see perchance
how
blood-vessels are formed. If you look closely you observe that first
there
pushes forward from the thawing mass a stream of softened sand with a
drop-like
point, like the ball of the finger, feeling its way slowly and blindly
downward, until at last with more heat and moisture, as the sun gets
higher,
the most fluid portion, in its effort to obey the law to which the most
inert
also yields, separates from the latter and forms for itself a
meandering
channel or artery within that, in which is seen a little silvery stream
glancing like lightning from one stage of pulpy leaves or branches to
another,
and ever and anon swallowed up in the sand. It is wonderful how rapidly
yet
perfectly the sand organizes itself as it flows, using the best
material its
mass affords to form the sharp edges of its channel. Such are the
sources of rivers.
In the silicious matter which the water deposits is perhaps the bony
system,
and in the still finer soil and organic matter the fleshy fibre or
cellular
tissue. What is man but a mass of thawing clay? The ball of the human
finger is
but a drop congealed. The fingers and toes flow to their extent from
the
thawing mass of the body. Who knows what the human body would expand
and flow
out to under a more genial heaven? Is not the hand a spreading palm
leaf with
its lobes and veins? The ear may be regarded, fancifully, as a lichen, umbilicaria,
on the side of the head, with its lobe or drop. The lip — labium,
from labor
(?) — laps or lapses from the sides of the cavernous mouth. The
nose is a
manifest congealed drop or stalactite. The chin is a still larger drop,
the
confluent dripping of the face. The cheeks are a slide from the brows
into the
valley of the face, opposed and diffused by the cheek bones. Each
rounded lobe
of the vegetable leaf, too, is a thick and now loitering drop, larger
or
smaller; the lobes are the fingers of the leaf; and as many lobes as it
has, in
so many directions it tends to flow, and more heat or other genial
influences
would have caused it to flow yet farther. Thus it seemed that this one hillside illustrated the principle of all the operations of Nature. The Maker of this earth but patented a leaf. What Champollion will decipher this hieroglyphic for us, that we may turn over a new leaf at last? This phenomenon is more exhilarating to me than the luxuriance and fertility of vineyards. True, it is somewhat excrementitious in its character, and there is no end to the heaps of liver, lights, and bowels, as if the globe were turned wrong side outward; but this suggests at least that Nature has some bowels, and there again is mother of humanity. This is the frost coming out of the ground; this is Spring. It precedes the green and flowery spring, as mythology precedes regular poetry. I know of nothing more purgative of winter fumes and indigestions. It convinces me that Earth is still in her swaddling-clothes, and stretches forth baby fingers on every side. Fresh curls spring from the baldest brow. There is nothing inorganic. These foliaceous heaps lie along the bank like the slag of a furnace, showing that Nature is "in full blast" within. The earth is not a mere fragment of dead history, stratum upon stratum like the leaves of a book, to be studied by geologists and antiquaries chiefly, but living poetry like the leaves of a tree, which precede flowers and fruit — not a fossil earth, but a living earth; compared with whose great central life all animal and vegetable life is merely parasitic. Its throes will heave our exuviae from their graves. You may melt your metals and cast them into the most beautiful moulds you can; they will never excite me like the forms which this molten earth flows out into. And not only it, but the institutions upon it are plastic like clay in the hands of the potter.
Ere long, not only on these
banks, but on every hill and plain and in every hollow, the frost comes
out of
the ground like a dormant quadruped from its burrow, and seeks the sea
with
music, or migrates to other climes in clouds. Thaw with his gentle
persuasion is more powerful than Thor with his hammer. The one melts, the other but
breaks in pieces. When the ground was
partially bare of snow, and a few warm days had dried its surface
somewhat, it
was pleasant to compare the first tender signs of the infant year just
peeping
forth with the stately beauty of the withered vegetation which had
withstood
the winter — life-everlasting, goldenrods, pinweeds, and graceful
wild grasses,
more obvious and interesting frequently than in summer even, as if
their beauty
was not ripe till then; even cotton-grass, cat-tails, mulleins,
johnswort,
hard-hack, meadow-sweet, and other strong-stemmed plants, those
unexhausted
granaries which entertain the earliest birds — decent weeds, at
least, which
widowed Nature wears. I am particularly attracted by the arching and
sheaf-like
top of the wool-grass; it brings back the summer to our winter
memories, and is
among the forms which art loves to copy, and which, in the vegetable
kingdom, have
the same relation to types already in the mind of man that astronomy
has. It is
an antique style, older than Greek or Egyptian. Many of the phenomena
of Winter
are suggestive of an inexpressible tenderness and fragile delicacy. We
are
accustomed to hear this king described as a rude and boisterous tyrant;
but
with the gentleness of a lover he adorns the tresses of Summer. At the approach of spring
the red squirrels got under my house, two at a time, directly under my
feet as
I sat reading or writing, and kept up the queerest chuckling and
chirruping and
vocal pirouetting and gurgling sounds that ever were heard; and when I
stamped
they only chirruped the louder, as if past all fear and respect in
their mad
pranks, defying humanity to stop them. No, you don't — chickaree
— chickaree.
They were wholly deaf to my arguments, or failed to perceive their
force, and
fell into a strain of invective that was irresistible. The first sparrow of spring!
The year beginning with younger hope than ever! The faint silvery
warblings
heard over the partially bare and moist fields from the bluebird, the
song
sparrow, and the red-wing, as if the last flakes of winter tinkled as
they
fell! What at such a time are histories, chronologies, traditions, and
all
written revelations? The brooks sing carols and glees to the spring.
The marsh
hawk, sailing low over the meadow, is already seeking the first slimy
life that
awakes. The sinking sound of melting snow is heard in all dells, and
the ice
dissolves apace in the ponds. The grass flames up on the hillsides like
a
spring fire — "et primitus oritur herba imbribus primoribus
evocata" — as if the earth sent
forth an inward heat to greet the returning sun; not yellow but green
is the
color of its flame; — the symbol of perpetual youth, the
grass-blade, like a
long green ribbon, streams from the sod into the summer, checked indeed
by the
frost, but anon pushing on again, lifting its spear of last year's hay
with the
fresh life below. It grows as steadily as the rill oozes out of the
ground. It
is almost identical with that, for in the growing days of June, when
the rills
are dry, the grass-blades are their channels, and from year to year the
herds
drink at this perennial green stream, and the mower draws from it
betimes their
winter supply. So our human life but dies down to its root, and still
puts
forth its green blade to eternity. Walden is melting apace.
There is a canal two rods wide along the northerly and westerly sides,
and
wider still at the east end. A great field of ice has cracked off from
the main
body. I hear a song sparrow singing from the bushes on the shore
— olit,
olit, olit-chip, chip, chip, che char-che wiss, wiss, wiss. He too
is
helping to crack it. How handsome the great sweeping curves in the edge
of the
ice, answering somewhat to those of the shore, but more regular! It is
unusually hard, owing to the recent severe but transient cold, and all
watered
or waved like a palace floor. But the wind slides eastward over
its opaque
surface in vain, till it reaches the living surface beyond. It is
glorious to
behold this ribbon of water sparkling in the sun, the bare face of the
pond
full of glee and youth, as if it spoke the joy of the fishes within it,
and of
the sands on its shore — a silvery sheen as from the scales of a leuciscus, as it
were all one active
fish. Such is the contrast between winter and spring. Walden was dead
and is
alive again. But this spring it broke up more steadily, as I have said.
The change from storm and
winter to serene and mild weather, from dark and sluggish hours to
bright and
elastic ones, is a memorable crisis which all things proclaim. It is
seemingly
instantaneous at last. Suddenly an influx of light filled my house,
though the
evening was at hand, and the clouds of winter still overhung it, and
the eaves
were dripping with sleety rain. I looked out the window, and lo! where
yesterday was cold gray ice there lay the transparent pond already calm
and
full of hope as in a summer evening, reflecting a summer evening sky in
its
bosom, though none was visible overhead, as if it had intelligence with
some
remote horizon. I heard a robin in the distance, the first I had heard
for many
a thousand years, methought, whose note I shall not forget for many a
thousand
more — the same sweet and powerful song as of yore. O the evening
robin, at the
end of a New England summer day! If I could ever find the twig he sits
upon! I
mean he; I mean the twig. This at least is not the Turdus
migratorius. The pitch pines and shrub oaks about my house, which
had so
long drooped, suddenly resumed their several characters, looked
brighter,
greener, and more erect and alive, as if effectually cleansed and
restored by
the rain. I knew that it would not rain any more. You may tell by
looking at
any twig of the forest, ay, at your very wood-pile, whether its winter
is past
or not. As it grew darker, I was startled by the honking of geese
flying low
over the woods, like weary travellers getting in late from Southern
lakes, and
indulging at last in unrestrained complaint and mutual consolation.
Standing at
my door, I could bear the rush of their wings; when, driving toward my
house,
they suddenly spied my light, and with hushed clamor wheeled and
settled in the
pond. So I came in, and shut the door, and passed my first spring night
in the
woods. In the morning I watched the
geese from the door through the mist, sailing in the middle of the
pond, fifty
rods off, so large and tumultuous that Walden appeared like an
artificial pond
for their amusement. But when I stood on the shore they at once rose up
with a
great flapping of wings at the signal of their commander, and when they
had got
into rank circled about over my head, twenty-nine of them, and then
steered
straight to Canada, with a regular honk from the leader at intervals,
trusting
to break their fast in muddier pools. A "plump" of ducks rose at the
same time and took the route to the north in the wake of their noisier
cousins.
For a week I heard the
circling, groping clangor of some solitary goose in the foggy mornings,
seeking
its companion, and still peopling the woods with the sound of a larger
life
than they could sustain. In April the pigeons were seen again flying
express in
small flocks, and in due time I heard the martins twittering over my
clearing,
though it had not seemed that the township contained so many that it
could
afford me any, and I fancied that they were peculiarly of the ancient
race that
dwelt in hollow trees ere white men came. In almost all climes the
tortoise and
the frog are among the precursors and heralds of this season, and birds
fly
with song and glancing plumage, and plants spring and bloom, and winds
blow, to
correct this slight oscillation of the poles and preserve the
equilibrium of
nature. As every season seems best
to us in its turn, so the coming in of spring is like the creation of
Cosmos
out of Chaos and the realization of the Golden Age. —
A single gentle rain makes
the grass many shades greener. So our prospects brighten on the influx
of
better thoughts. We should be blessed if we lived in the present
always, and
took advantage of every accident that befell us, like the grass which
confesses
the influence of the slightest dew that falls on it; and did not spend
our time
in atoning for the neglect of past opportunities, which we call doing
our duty.
We loiter in winter while it is already spring. In a pleasant spring
morning
all men's sins are forgiven. Such a day is a truce to vice. While such
a sun
holds out to burn, the vilest sinner may return. Through our own
recovered
innocence we discern the innocence of our neighbors. You may have known
your
neighbor yesterday for a thief, a drunkard, or a sensualist, and merely
pitied
or despised him, and despaired of the world; but the sun shines bright
and warm
this first spring morning, recreating the world, and you meet him at
some
serene work, and see how it is exhausted and debauched veins expand
with still
joy and bless the new day, feel the spring influence with the innocence
of
infancy, and all his faults are forgotten. There is not only an
atmosphere of
good will about him, but even a savor of holiness groping for
expression,
blindly and ineffectually perhaps, like a new-born instinct, and for a
short
hour the south hill-side echoes to no vulgar jest. You see some
innocent fair
shoots preparing to burst from his gnarled rind and try another year's
life,
tender and fresh as the youngest plant. Even he has entered into the
joy of his
Lord. Why the jailer does not leave open his prison doors — why
the judge does
not dismis his case — why the preacher does not dismiss his
congregation! It is
because they do not obey the hint which God gives them, nor accept the
pardon
which he freely offers to all. "A return to goodness
produced each day in the tranquil and beneficent breath of the morning,
causes
that in respect to the love of virtue and the hatred of vice, one
approaches a
little the primitive nature of man, as the sprouts of the forest which
has been
felled. In like manner the evil which one does in the interval of a day
prevents the germs of virtues which began to spring up again from
developing
themselves and destroys them. "After the germs of virtue have thus been prevented many times from developing themselves, then the beneficent breath of evening does not suffice to preserve them. As soon as the breath of evening does not suffice longer to preserve them, then the nature of man does not differ much from that of the brute. Men seeing the nature of this man like that of the brute, think that he has never possessed the innate faculty of reason. Are those the true and natural sentiments of man?"
On the 29th of April, as I
was fishing from the bank of the river near the Nine-Acre-Corner
bridge,
standing on the quaking grass and willow roots, where the muskrats
lurk, I
heard a singular rattling sound, somewhat like that of the sticks which
boys
play with their fingers, when, looking up, I observed a very slight and
graceful hawk, like a nighthawk, alternately soaring like a ripple and
tumbling
a rod or two over and over, showing the under side of its wings, which
gleamed
like a satin ribbon in the sun, or like the pearly inside of a shell.
This
sight reminded me of falconry and what nobleness and poetry are
associated with
that sport. The Merlin it seemed to me it might be called: but I care
not for
its name. It was the most ethereal flight I had ever witnessed. It did
not
simply flutter like a butterfly, nor soar like the larger hawks, but it
sported
with proud reliance in the fields of air; mounting again and again with
its
strange chuckle, it repeated its free and beautiful fall, turning over
and over
like a kite, and then recovering from its lofty tumbling, as if it had
never
set its foot on terra firma. It appeared to have no companion
in the
universe — sporting there alone — and to need none but the
morning and the
ether with which it played. It was not lonely, but made all the earth
lonely
beneath it. Where was the parent which hatched it, its kindred, and its
father
in the heavens? The tenant of the air, it seemed related to the earth
but by an
egg hatched some time in the crevice of a crag; — or was its
native nest made
in the angle of a cloud, woven of the rainbow's trimmings and the
sunset sky,
and lined with some soft midsummer haze caught up from earth? Its eyry
now some
cliffy cloud. Beside this I got a rare
mess of golden and silver and bright cupreous fishes, which looked like
a
string of jewels. Ah! I have penetrated to those meadows on the morning
of many
a first spring day, jumping from hummock to hummock, from willow root
to willow
root, when the wild river valley and the woods were bathed in so pure
and
bright a light as would have waked the dead, if they had been
slumbering in
their graves, as some suppose. There needs no stronger proof of
immortality.
All things must live in such a light. O Death, where was thy
sting? O
Grave, where was thy victory, then? Our village life would
stagnate if it were not for the unexplored forests and meadows which
surround
it. We need the tonic of wildness — to wade sometimes in marshes
where the
bittern and the meadow-hen lurk, and hear the booming of the snipe; to
smell
the whispering sedge where only some wilder and more solitary fowl
builds her
nest, and the mink crawls with its belly close to the ground. At the
same time
that we are earnest to explore and learn all things, we require that
all things
be mysterious and unexplorable, that land and sea be infinitely wild,
unsurveyed and unfathomed by us because unfathomable. We can never have
enough
of nature. We must be refreshed by the sight of inexhaustible vigor,
vast and
titanic features, the sea-coast with its wrecks, the wilderness with
its living
and its decaying trees, the thunder-cloud, and the rain which lasts
three weeks
and produces freshets. We need to witness our own limits transgressed,
and some
life pasturing freely where we never wander. We are cheered when we
observe the
vulture feeding on the carrion which disgusts and disheartens us, and
deriving
health and strength from the repast. There was a dead horse in the
hollow by
the path to my house, which compelled me sometimes to go out of my way,
especially in the night when the air was heavy, but the assurance it
gave me of
the strong appetite and inviolable health of Nature was my compensation
for
this. I love to see that Nature is so rife with life that myriads can
be
afforded to be sacrificed and suffered to prey on one another; that
tender
organizations can be so serenely squashed out of existence like pulp
— tadpoles
which herons gobble up, and tortoises and toads run over in the road;
and that
sometimes it has rained flesh and blood! With the liability to
accident, we
must see how little account is to be made of it. The impression made on
a wise
man is that of universal innocence. Poison is not poisonous after all,
nor are
any wounds fatal. Compassion is a very untenable ground. It must be
expeditious. Its pleadings will not bear to be stereotyped. Early in May, the oaks,
hickories, maples, and other trees, just putting out amidst the pine
woods
around the pond, imparted a brightness like sunshine to the landscape,
especially in cloudy days, as if the sun were breaking through mists
and
shining faintly on the hillsides here and there. On the third or fourth
of May
I saw a loon in the pond, and during the first week of the month I
heard the
whip-poor-will, the brown thrasher, the veery, the wood pewee, the
chewink, and
other birds. I had heard the wood thrush long before. The phoebe had
already
come once more and looked in at my door and window, to see if my house
was
cavern-like enough for her, sustaining herself on humming wings with
clinched
talons, as if she held by the air, while she surveyed the premises. The
sulphur-like pollen of the pitch pine soon covered the pond and the
stones and
rotten wood along the shore, so that you could have collected a
barrelful. This
is the "sulphur showers" we hear of. Even in Calidas' drama
of Sacontala, we read
of "rills dyed yellow with the golden dust of the lotus." And so the
seasons went rolling on into summer, as one rambles into higher and
higher
grass. Thus was my first year's life in the woods completed; and the second year was similar to it. I finally left Walden September 6th, 1847. |