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XVII. THE FLIGHT. MR. FLINT was
hard pushed for house servants, and rather than lose me he had restrained his
malice. I did my work faithfully, though not, of course, with a willing mind.
They were evidently afraid I should leave them. Mr. Flint wished that I should
sleep in the great house instead of the servants' quarters. His wife agreed to
the proposition, but said I mustn't bring my bed into the house, because it
would scatter feathers on her carpet. I knew when I went there that they would
never think of such a thing as furnishing a bed of any kind for me and my
little one. I therefore carried my own bed, and now I was forbidden to use it.
I did as I was ordered. But now that I was certain my children were to be put
in their power, in order to give them a stronger hold on me, I resolved to
leave them that night. I remembered the grief this step would bring upon my
dear old grandmother; and nothing less than the freedom of my children would
have induced me to disregard her advice. I went about my evening work with
trembling steps. Mr. Flint twice called from his chamber door to inquire why
the house was not locked up. I replied that I had not done my work. "You
have had time enough to do it," said he. "Take care how you answer
me!" I shut all the
windows, locked all the doors, and went up to the third story, to wait till
midnight. How long those hours seemed, and how fervently I prayed that God
would not forsake me in this hour of utmost need! I was about to risk every
thing on the throw of a die; and if I failed, O what would become of me and my
poor children? They would be made to suffer for my fault. At half past
twelve I stole softly down stairs. I stopped on the second floor, thinking I
heard a noise. I felt my way down into the parlor, and looked out of the
window. The night was so intensely dark that I could see nothing. I raised the
window very softly and jumped out. Large drops of rain were falling, and the
darkness bewildered me. I dropped on my knees, and breathed a short prayer to
God for guidance and protection. I groped my way to the road, and rushed
towards the town with almost lightning speed. I arrived at my grandmother's
house, but dared not see her. She would say, "Linda, you are killing
me;" and I knew that would unnerve me. I tapped softly at the window of a
room, occupied by a woman, who had lived in the house several years. I knew she
was a faithful friend, and could be trusted with my secret. I tapped several
times before she heard me. At last she raised the window, and I whispered,
"Sally, I have run away. Let me in, quick." She opened the door
softly, and said in low tones, "For God's sake, don't. Your grandmother is
trying to buy you and de chillern. Mr. Sands was here last week. He tole her he
was going away on business, but he wanted her to go ahead about buying you and
de chillern, and he would help her all he could. Don't run away, Linda. Your
grandmother is all bowed down wid trouble now." I replied,
"Sally, they are going to carry my children to the plantation to-morrow;
and they will never sell them to any body so long as they have me in their
power. Now, would you advise me to go back?" "No, chile,
no," answered she. "When dey finds you is gone, dey won't want de
plague ob de chillern; but where is you going to hide? Dey knows ebery inch ob
dis house." I told her I had
a hiding-place, and that was all it was best for her to know. I asked her to go
into my room as soon as it was light, and take all my clothes out of my trunk,
and pack them in hers; for I knew Mr. Flint and the constable would be there early
to search my room. I feared the sight of my children would be too much for my
full heart; but I could not go out into the uncertain future without one last
look. I bent over the bed where lay my little Benny and baby Ellen. Poor little
ones! fatherless and motherless! Memories of their father came over me. He
wanted to be kind to them; but they were not all to him, as they were to my
womanly heart. I knelt and prayed for the innocent little sleepers. I kissed
them lightly, and turned away. As I was about
to open the street door, Sally laid her hand on my shoulder, and said,
"Linda, is you gwine all alone? Let me call your uncle." "No
Sally," I replied, "I want no one to be brought into trouble on my
account." I went forth
into the darkness and rain. I ran on till I came to the house of the friend who
was to conceal me. Early the next
morning Mr. Flint was at my grandmother's inquiring for me. She told him she
had not seen me, and supposed I was at the plantation. He watched her face
narrowly, and said, "Don't you know any thing about her running off?"
She assured him that she did not. He went on to say, "Last night she ran
off without the least provocation. We had treated her very kindly. My wife
liked her. She will soon be found and brought back. Are her children with
you?" When told that they were, he said, "I am very glad to hear
that. If they are here, she cannot be far off. If I find out that any of my
niggers have had any thing to do with this damned business, I'll give 'em five
hundred lashes." As he started to go to his father's, he turned round and
added, persuasively, "Let her be brought back, and she shall have her
children to live with her." The tidings made
the old doctor rave and storm at a furious rate. It was a busy day for them. My
grandmother's house was searched from top to bottom. As my trunk was empty,
they concluded I had taken my clothes with me. Before ten o'clock every vessel
northward bound was thoroughly examined, and the law against harboring
fugitives was read to all on board. At night a watch was set over the town.
Knowing how distressed my grandmother would be, I wanted to send her a message;
but it could not be done. Every one who went in or out of her house was closely
watched. The doctor said he would take my children, unless she became
responsible for them; which of course she willingly did. The next day was spent
in searching. Before night, the following advertisement was posted at every
corner, and in every public place for miles round:— "$300
REWARD! Ran away from the subscriber, an intelligent, bright, mulatto girl,
named Linda, 21 years age. Five feet four inches high. Dark eyes, and black
hair inclined to curl; but it can be made straight. Has a decayed spot on a
front tooth. She can read and write, and in all probability will try to get to
the Free States. All persons are forbidden, under penalty of the law, to harbor
or employ said slave. $150 will be given to whoever takes her in the state, and
$300 if taken out of the state and delivered to me, or lodged in jail. DR. FLINT." |